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Susanne Dyckman

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Issues 1-14

from:  evidence

 

18-19

 

 

 

flash-lit on the stair

 

worn feet

 

balance on worn wood

 

 

my scarf                   by energies of want

 

slips from my head’s crown

 

leaving a salty braid

 

                                  across my back

 

 

exposed —                          

 

 

this, our pantomime

 

is fixed

 

unlike my name

 

 

too quickly chalked on a leather case

 

that will unravel                      weave of hair, the hide

 

 

 

 

 

Isolation Unit

 

The sky at twilight is a smear.  She would fly, back to her people.  Her refusals are reasoned.  She will not wear stripes, marking her back like a picket fence.  But she will hurry, as she rises into the gray, which is somehow reassuring. She can look down on what she is given. There will be work, in one room, day or night unknown.



20.21

 

                               

               

a promise doesn’t make

 

                                                                                my foreign land

 

                                                                                                domestic               the chain around

 

my neck gold                        or what

                                                                                               

                                                                I have

 

                                                                                more than felt ornament, child

 

                                                                                on hip an uneasiness

 

                                her weight against my spine

 

shifts as I walk

                                                                                               

and the coin

 

sewn safely in my hem

 

knocks against my ankle bone

 

 

 

here                        call this arrival:

 

 

                                                to take a seat

 

in cold cell, holding                           

 

 

                                                                                               

                                               

Mouth

 

Roundness doesn’t reveal.  Perhaps a sign, such wide-openness.  Quality of lip, vocal cord.  What she wants to do with sound, that is undecided.  First task, an open take, second task, determine if blessing or beseeching the unknown.  Whatever the shape, sound is to be made.



54-55

 

 

the cross of avenue and alley

 

is held in prayer to a saint

 

whose name is not yet spoken

 

 

as I grind the blade               push the cart

 

of fish or to please

 

a stranger in a fine new coat

 

take his photograph

 

 

 

 

Voice

 

She knows her voice will change.  It will slow, as her arms slow at the end of the day of crating and hauling.  The sound will certainly coarsen.  She should sing more.  To sing away the threat, to find solace in echoes.



56.57

 

 

                                                this broom (treasure) sweeps

 

 

                                                                everything

 

                                                                                 and when there is no longer

 

                                                any ashiness in my circle of concrete

 

I can sit

 

                to (magic, protected)

 

 count the buttons on my shoes

 

                                               

                                                one by one            though no one asks how many

 

                                                even when I look above a horse’s head

 

 

                to vendor, friend 

 

               

                                               

                                                or why I call in quiet           

               

do you want an inky sheet of print?  do you want two?

 

 

 

 

Pyramids

 

She builds the pyramids, stone by stone.  She dams a stream with twigs.  She digs potatoes, fingernails turning black with dirt.  The dirt stays, the potatoes are eaten.  The stones are filed into blocks, the blocks laced with rope and pulled one atop another.  The dam does not hold.  Sand blows into her mouth, grit settles and cannot be rinsed out.




70.71

 

 

                                                though I cannot clearly see the feathered curl

 

                selected                               

 

                                                I can fashion it from memory and need

 

               

 

                                so your hat might be an elaborate one

               

                                                that I will notice on the street, passing

                               

 

 

                                                                you, just how you wear it                    with economy

 

 

 

in the style of chair and bench

 

                                                table under one bulb                          my apron dusted with down

 

 

 

 

Twists

 

It is possible to obsess about work without working oneself into obsession.  She thinks about this, though  carelessly as she walks. Her walls want to be covered with mysterious marks.  This is part of her planning, but she can’t read her own notes.  Scrawl, scamper. Her imagined bookshelves reach from ceiling to floor, hundreds of books stacked like upright bricks, shelves dusted daily by a stranger.

 

 

Copyright © Susanne Dyckman, 2009