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evidence 18-19 flash-lit on the stair worn feet balance
on worn wood my scarf
by energies of want slips from my head’s crown leaving a salty braid
across my back exposed —
this, our pantomime is fixed unlike my name too quickly chalked on a leather case that will unravel
weave of hair, the hide Isolation Unit The sky at twilight is a smear.
She would fly, back to her people. Her refusals are reasoned. She will not wear
stripes, marking her back like a picket fence. But she will hurry, as she rises into the gray, which is
somehow reassuring. She can look down on what she is given. There will be work, in one room, day or night unknown.
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a promise doesn’t make
my foreign land
domestic the chain
around my neck gold
or what
I have
more than felt ornament, child
on hip an uneasiness
her
weight against my spine shifts as I walk
and the coin sewn safely in my hem knocks against my ankle bone here
call this arrival:
to take a seat in cold cell, holding
Mouth Roundness doesn’t reveal.
Perhaps a sign, such wide-openness. Quality of lip, vocal cord. What she wants
to do with sound, that is undecided. First task, an open take, second task, determine if blessing or beseeching
the unknown. Whatever the shape, sound is to be made.
54-55 the cross of avenue and alley is
held in prayer to a saint whose name is not yet spoken as I grind the blade
push the cart of fish or to please a stranger in a fine new coat take his photograph Voice She knows her voice will change. It will
slow, as her arms slow at the end of the day of crating and hauling. The sound will certainly coarsen.
She should sing more. To sing away the threat, to find solace in echoes.
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this broom (treasure) sweeps
everything
and when there is no longer
any ashiness in my circle of concrete I can sit
to (magic, protected) count the buttons on my shoes
one by one though no one asks how many
even when I look above a horse’s head
to vendor, friend
or why I call in quiet
do you want an inky sheet of print? do you want two? Pyramids She builds the pyramids, stone by stone. She dams a stream with twigs.
She digs potatoes, fingernails turning black with dirt. The dirt stays, the potatoes are eaten.
The stones are filed into blocks, the blocks laced with rope and pulled one atop another. The dam
does not hold. Sand blows into her mouth, grit settles and cannot be rinsed out.
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though I cannot clearly see the feathered curl
selected
I can fashion it from memory and need
so your hat might be an elaborate one
that I will notice on the street, passing
you, just how you wear it
with economy in the style of chair and bench
table under one bulb
my apron dusted with down Twists It is possible to obsess about work without working oneself into obsession. She thinks about this,
though carelessly as she walks. Her walls want to be covered with mysterious marks. This
is part of her planning, but she can’t read her own notes. Scrawl, scamper. Her imagined bookshelves
reach from ceiling to floor, hundreds of books stacked like upright bricks, shelves dusted daily by a stranger. Copyright © Susanne Dyckman, 2009
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