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THIS BOX CONTAINS
WHAT'S IN IT
The things I must remember to bear with me tomorrow are the photocopied forms I
have to fill in to remind me what on earth it is I've been doing, the art magazine that's cluttering my table here
so I'm going to take it there where it can clutter to its heart's content, milk and sandwiches, and the framed picture of
Bob Dylan at the Newport Folk Festival in 1965. There's a spare nail in the wall or, to be exact,
protruding from it and it's a fact of philosophy that whenever there's a spare nail in a wall you have to hang someone
on it, and it's good if someone is a prince or a god.
Today thinking perhaps somewhere it's still 1968 I was listening to Jefferson Airplane records and reading about rational choice theory but I didn't understand anything I read about rational choice theory so please don't come up to me after this and
ask me what it is because I won't be able to talk to you although I will act as if I want to although the truth of the
matter is I have to do something against my will and bow to social pressures and how a man is supposed to behave as
opposed to how a man really wants to behave are not the same things and have never been. After reading about rational
whatever I then read Charles and Mary Lamb's prose for small people version of "Pericles, Prince of Tyre" not just because it's
easier than reading the play but because it's easier and quicker than reading the play. And I learn
virtue assailed by calamity may
triumph over chance and change.
Do not become great by another's wrong.
Goodness directed by knowledge approaches the nature of the gods.
The wicked meet an end
proportional to their deserts. And the boy sat next to you is almost certainly a princess in disguise seeking her long
lost twin brother and even though she may be in the wrong play it doesn't matter because she is in love with me although
she doesn't know it yet, disguised as I am as a wandering minstrel and about to discover myself as the unbelievable
prince everyone had thought dead ever since I went out to the toilet in 1981 and failed to return. My people were
fair and had distraction in their hair and were absolutely distraught, apparently. When I reveal my true identity it
will be by virtue of the gifts I bear and the truths I have to tell: for example, we don't have to do everything on
the list our parents gave us, nor do we have to always have to exactly follow the script thrust into our hands when
our attention was distracted by the word virgin either aimed at us as an insult or as information about someone else.
Other truths I'm saving up concern families, religion, sex and politics and I'm having trouble keeping the top on the
box I've got them all stuffed inside. Don't worry, it won't be long
now, and then everything will never be the same again and everyone will be very happy, much happier
than they have
been for a very long time.
Copyright © Martin Stannard, 2008
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