field walking
the first steps are to acclimatise the eye to look for
the hand-fashioned planes & edges & distinguish
them
from accidental fractures from slanting blows
of the plough be prepared for disappointment
not every field will yield a crop of artefacts not even
a single slim flint arrowhead to slip in your pocket if
it's
excitement & great discoveries & gold you're after you'd best
join indiana jones or lara croft
or get a book on howard carter
the most you'll find here is a sharpened hand-axe that probably
once smashed someone's skull wear stout shoes
megalithic
graves that were ancient even before teutons began
inflecting their verbs nothing much to see in passing
just boulders dumped by scandinavian glaciers but these
were passages to an afterlife neolithic chieftains
newly powerful in possession of livestock
stone axes
wives buried with all their wealth & status intact
in a landscape that seems depleted now soil skimmed off
axes in museums megaliths ornamenting churchyards
is
this the hereafter they were in such awe of I pick up
three
acorns from a six hundred year old oak drop them in my
bag
agnostic
flying fish fore & aft & alongside but she was
hoping
for a sighting of dolphins to let her believe
more abstruse stories running from side to side
of ferries' decks her eyes stringent
she reeled in
spray and meltemi passing patmos the sea
was calmer but still no glimpse of those mythical
silk black backs on her flight home she sat next to
someone who claimed he'd seen dolphins he'd been
fishing he said & they came in frolicking round his boat
almost near enough to touch simply there
a fortnight before full moon
the kitchen being the heart of things she likes
to eat the loaf crusts (but always asks if I mind)
tulips wilting the glaze on the vase crazed
no more circumlocutions circumventions
where
did I put my placing too much
trusting in
blindly is the hypotenuse always the quickest
such comfort in reducing everything to theorems
even distance aldebaran is bright there's
mars
in the next room I lie awake squaring up for
a favourable transit incalculable conjunction
portrait of
allowing for the limning of a likeness light's
evolution in the retina the object
love
the desire for love or its likeness
principles
of being with this fall of the light
here
now sequence this as you will
there's no
design make it mean
the world you see
scored into the margins of the manuscript
woven into its illuminated capitals sneaking in
details of a life beyond the text mundane
complete down to the necessary flaw
Copyright
© Catherine Hales, 2008
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