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Jennifer Copley
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Burning Her Hair

 

 

She dreams he is burning her –

flames held to the sheets

till they blacken into holes; her hair,

licked with red, the pillow littered

with scorched curls.

What’s odd is that she’s calm,

even when he holds a match to her eyes.

He peers into the blue,

she gazes back.

 

When the matches run out,

he rubs two sticks together.

Ah yes, he says, the Wolf Cubs,

that was where I learned it:

those camps where Akela’s lips

were extra greasy, where he showed us

how to make dabs from flour and water,

cook them in a ring of fiery stones.

He gave us butter to rub on our burns.

 

*

 

In the next dream there are hornets

nesting in her hair. She scrabbles

to get them out but they sting

again and again, fiercely,

with passion as if they hate her

unlike bees who sting only once

and then apologetically,

leave a trace of honey, a small sweetness

on the raw skull.

 

*

 

When she wakes, he’s curled,

hot and hard, against her

in the yellow and black pyjamas she abhors.

He presses closer but she doesn’t want to turn to him.

 

Disgruntled he gets out of bed, goes to work early

with extra gel on his hair. There’s a dollop of it

left in the basin – sticky, sweet-smelling, golden-hued

but not at all like honey.

 

 

 

 

Ghost

 

 

The ghost of his father

followed him everywhere –

on the sea, making holes in the waves

with his skinny feet; on land,

flitting between trees, a tall shadow.

He would come in dreams

with huge teeth like a horse

or approach ominously at dawn

demanding to be fed.

 

The boy joined the army

to learn courage but because

he was afraid of his own breath

they threw him out.

He took up kite-flying

but his father still stalked him,

hiding behind clouds or knotting them

round his neck to obscure his face.

To his son, he was always recognisable –

same stoop, same black aureole of hair.

 

In the end the boy gave up running,

lay down on the desert floor

among the singing frogs.

Seasons came and went,

he lived on air, his tormentor

standing beside him day and night,

balanced on one leg, like a crane,

snapping up any food that came their way,

swallowing it down in one.

 

As the boy dwindled into the earth

he never stopped wondering

why his father kept so hungry,

why he wouldn’t stay buried in water

among the golden shiny-looking fish.

 

Copyright © Jennifer Copley, 2008

 

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